Sometimes I wonder , how can you let it go so easily ?
How can you bear to ?
But I think , you really can .
I'm walking alone , & accepting the fact .
Thankyouverymuch.


A new decision , yet it might not happen .
Trying & trying .

Did I believe the wrong things again ?
It's hell hell hell . :(
Thanks once again , for making trying to be stronger . (Y)
I will prove it. IM A HAPPY GIRL .

Do you know , i'm waiting for you to talk to me ?
Do you know , i'm still unable to forget ?
Maybe , i'm replaceable .
You will never know , what lies behind all those smiles .

Stop assuming la .
Don't think you know me very well .
If you think you do , let me tell you , you don't .
I wonder why , I was the one who said it , yet I'm unable to do it .
I'm hoping you do the opposite of what I said , but I guess , maybe , it's better ?
Like what you said to me , isn't it ?
It's better , yeah , hell better .
One step of wrong path , cause everything to be so wrong .
Rewind ? Regret ?
I listened to my mp3 songs , & I think back a lot .
What would happen if you didn't have said that ?
Maybe , it's much better .
But , it takes years to build up trust .
& to believe those empty promises once again .
I guess , this is good ?
You have all the things you want , the things you can do .
Being happy is afterall the most important factor , (:
Am i ? o.o I am ?
If I don't xxxxxxx , I won't be typing so much now .
Trying , how hard do we try ?
I ain't ..... ! :(




Hey , cheerup ! (:
I know , you're unhappy .
Don't deny , when I saw you on friday , I know you aren't .
Be honour I text you on the spot okay . Cheerup! (:



You might or might not see this ,
but thanks for all this while .
Being there for me whenever I need someone , thanks aye .
& really , thanks for trusting me so much -winks-
Haha , I can hack into your ehhem acc x.x
Moneymoney ! :D Hohoho !
Really thanks a lot uh ! (:

What is happening ?
Why do I sense that , you aren't the same ?
Maybe , you've let go .
& I know , you can .
Didn't I say all that ?!
But why couldn't I do it ? >:
Whywhywhy ?


Let's be contented with what we have (:
Byes .

Don't put your thinking on me .
You aren't me . Think for me , can you ?
Yea , i know you want it .
But think for me , it's easy to fall .
But hard to stand .
Can't you see im trying hard to stand up again ?
Ohyeah , maybe you really can't .
Im sucha bitch yo .
If you think , it's easy .
It's you ! But not me !
Haha , forget it .
Our thinking are different , very very .
You have been through it , can't you just fucking understand ?
Yeahyeah , offline as you want . & give me some new excuses again .


Im fucking tired of everything !
FuckMyLife !

If you don't want to bother. Then don't.
Maybe it's really gameover .
There's a lie in believe,
a over in lover,
a us in trust,
a if in life.
Maybe what's over is over.
You think I don't want again?
I tried! But did u see it? No!
You think you are the only one being sad, thinking so much?
I am too!
I even ask you to not think too much,
but what I get?
I'm thinking alot too, you care?
Everyone do make mistake,
but giving a second chance isn't easy.
You aren't the one trusting so much,
yet falling so hard. I always believe you won't say that.
But I was eventually wrong, you said it.
Didn't you said it was a better way for both of us?
Yeah, I tried saving it, by asking, is this the only way?
But you made up your mind.
Now you say, you want it back?
Am I someone who you think it's better to let go then let go?
Now you want it back, I should follow suit?
Yeah I still love.
But so what? When the ending is you will fall hard again.
I was so wrong, to believe so hard.
Hais, take a break?
But I don't know why, I still feel like chatting with you everytime I online.
But you don't seems to want it.
So I decided, not to anymore.
I know I can't, but I will try.
I believe if you want to chat with me,
you will take the initiative.
If you don't want, it's okay.
Bye .