Get over it ? It's over ? Or what ?
Hais , till today , everytime i online , im hoping , we could talk like before .
But , is this still possible ?
Why do i still feel the hurt ?
Why do i still think so much about it ?
Why did all the memories still flashed thru my mind ?
Maybe , things are changing .

Why is it that , till today , I still miss you ?
Why is it that , I still love to see you online ?
Why is it that , I can't seems to forget ?
Why is it that , I still likes talking to you ?
Why is it that , things are different , yet im still feeling this way ?
Why is it that , I hesitate on removing that shape from my contact ?
Why is it that , all this is still happening ?
what should I do ?

Bang, its dead!

Yeah, as you can see from the title above , it isn't something nice .
Promise are meant to be broken .
I trusted the PROMISE like hell , but end up , I get hurt like hell too .
I always believe , what you PROMISE , are all true .
Because I always believe , you are different from other guys when you said that .
But today , I know it myself , it's gone !
Remember , what you said , you won't ever say that word .
Haha , how dumb can shihua be to believe such word ?
How stupid can I be man ?!
The person who you love & trust most , are the one who killed you most inside .
How true ~
I always thought , at the start , we were different .
You can don't mind about anything .
As long as it love , you dont bother about anything .
But so what ? It's still gone today .
Guess , you twist your words real fast .
Remember when I said it , you would say things to get all this better .
But now , you are saying things which i least expected .
Maybe , I really shouldn't believe that .
If not , I wouldn't be feeling like shit now .
S[HE] BE[LIE]VE
How true right ?
Now I truly understand , Aaron once taught me , Promise are meant to be broken .
& when that happen , you gonna get fucking hurt .
But I always said , he won't he won't .
But today , it shows clearly , he will .
Yeah , fucking hurt , I get it .
& I experience the feeling , of losting again .
But I dont know why , it's fucking hurting me like hell now !
I thought , I could change the situation .
I tried fucking hard , but no one could see & I dont expect anyone to see too .
I being scarcastis , hope you would say .
But why am I fucking feeling this way now ?
Sighed ;
Maybe , Cherie was true afterall . I really made you become AA .
Maybe , it's better like this .

Do you remember all those times ?
Yes , it isn't really a lot , but im glad , I still have some memories .
Thanks for the memories .
It's time to say goodbye .
The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does .
Do you remember , the first place we met ?
Do you remember , the first time we took a bus together ?
Do you remember , the first time we watch shows together ?
Do you remember , the first time we went out together ?
Do you remember , the first present we bought for each other ?
Do you remember , the first time we had lunch together ?
& a lot more .

Do you still remember ?
I still remember , every single detail .
But I guess , it's no point typing so much here .
All this wouldn't repeat anymore .
All this are gone .
That's all , people who know me well , will know , what it means .
Goodbye .

Do you still remember ... ?
Maybe , its way way gone .
I wanted to , but I dont want too.
If you think that , this is the best , go ahead .
Because who knows , one day , we might give up this .