I don't know anymore .
I wanted to voice it out , but I hesistate .
Maybe , it's better to close one eye .
I should just , create less problems .
Like what I think , I will never ask again .
Maybe you doesn't like it . (:

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You will only spare a thought for him .
I'm keeping everything inside , just that you don't know .
Maybe , it's better ?

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What happen when tears dry up ?

I don't know why am I still thinking about it .
I've ask a few people , & everyone told me , it because of dont bother or really forget .
I don't know , if it matters .
I'm trying hard to not bother about it , but I'm still thinking about it . :(
Sighhhh , why ?
Do you know how it feels ? At first , I think nothing of it .
Until beastfriend talk to me , & told me the same situation .
& yeahh , I forsee me having her feelings if that day came .
But , I didn't voice out .
For now , I just want less problems & concentrate for my olevels .
Nothing is more important than o's , for now .
But , you don't know , deep inside , it do hurts .
& I'm saying , it's alright , :')
Sigh , forget it . Let's just forget it . :')

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I don't know , who's real , who's not .
It's so confusing .
When I thought you're , you changed . I see your true colours .
You always say , my words hurt you .
But spare a thought for me , don't your words hurt me too ?
Doesn't mean I never say out , means it's okay .
True friends , it's a lie . It's a joke .
I didn't voice out , doesn't mean I'm happy .
That's human . Human nature ?
You can say whatever you want , cause I'm not caring .
I don't belong anywhere ..

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Today , I truly know , human are so realistic .
Today , I saw how fortunate I'm as compared to her .

Money money money , yeahh , this two stuff , it's all about money .
You think you're poor ?
See her , who have to walk home from school just because her ezlink card has no more money .
& no money to take bus .
30 mins journey , yes , it isn't very long or short .
But , have you been in such situation ?

Huaman are so realistic , for once , you're friends .
But when you have to pay , they avoid .
You think you're the only one who have no money ?!
Now you say , it's not your problem .
Last year , when we GIVE you the 5k , WHY NOT SAY IT'S NOT OUR PROBLEM ?!
Please la , think about it la .
How old already ?! Realistic ttm -'-

Compared to others , before complaing :D

I'm not saying much alreadyy .
Because , it's useless .
Just let it stay this way .
Happy or not , I guess , it doesn't matter much .